Is it wrong to be bored of your friends? Is it wrong to rather hang out with random acquaintances on any given day then the usual group? For some reason during the summer I feel as if the usual is just too..boring. I want to branch out in a way and experience memories with others.
Funny that I only feel like this with friends that I haven't seen or talked to in awhile but the ones that I see all the time I am fine with them, I am excited to be with them everyday and talk, but with those that I have been distant with for longer than usual I feel as if when they are there with me I would rather be elsewhere with someone else.
They say that it is 'random' that I am hanging out with people that I don't usually go out with and I just shrug it off, but as I think about it- what do they mean, why can't I expand the boundaries? I don't know, sometimes I feel that they keep me in this tight grip and if I slip out or don't tell them in advance that they will look at me and with their commenting eyes.
When I hang out with others that I don't usually I can be different, because with the usual crowd you act this certain way and you are know for that way, I can't just be whatever I want to be, it is set for me; as if it was embedded into my brain. Ughh summer makes me think wayy too deep into things.
ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO HAVE CAREFREE FUN.
2 comments:
i hear ya when you say you act a certain way around certain people/groups. i get that feeling too. yeah let's chill and talk over some serious icecream/fro-yo
how about sunday before/after tutor?
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